
I feel very lost now. I've planned my studying timetable for the next 2 weeks because mid terms are coming up and I've more or less sticked to it for3 days? Suddenly plans and meetings starts coming up and I know I've to reorganise everything. But it's so tiring? Like you want to be organized but circumstances require you to be spontaneous. I feel like I'm filled to the brim but by nothing. It's a feeling yet in reality, I do not have as much stuff to do as I think I have? From manicure appointment to school meetings to cny preparations, everything is happening simultaneously. I have to shop for my sister's cny clothings, handle projects & assignments, study for midterms, find time to read, do manicure & pedicure for cny (so bimbo I know) and on top of that, I've to spend time with Leon. Everything's packed back to back. I don't know where to start. The kind of feeling whereby you'll only rest at ease after the event/job is done. This can be further testified by the MBTI assessment which was developed from the work of prominent psychiatrist Carl G. Jung in his book Psychological Types. I'm an ISTJ -Inspector.
Quoting Wiki
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ISTJs thrive on organization. They keep their lives and environments well-regulated. They bring painstaking attention to detail in their work and will not rest until a job is well completed. They are often dissatisfied with unresolved issues, whether in life or in fiction."
which is so damn true. Thanks to Bellie, who distracted me from my readings to do the test. I can't seem to sort out my thoughts with things undone. Every night before I sleep, the things that are uncompleted circles around my head again and again. I'm getting insomnia, grrrr!
Sidenote:
Today was a roller coaster ride. My LTB group proposal got shot down by the professor and all of us were so stressed out since we had to come out with a new idea. In the end, we did and we all love it > than the original idea. I met Jasmine to shop and retail therapy felt damn good (got to love secondhand bookstore). Then I was suppose to go for 2 consecutive meetings from 7pm onwards. Out of the blue, everything was canceled when I laid foot in school. Do you get which part was high and which was low? Fine, I'm weird....